Thursday, June 25, 2009

Shame of Thought




It is a hidden fact that most of us, at some point or another, have stood in church singing to the Lord while realizing that the person next to or near us was singing horribly or off-key. We automatically hear them and think "Oh my gosh! I know they are worshiping the Lord, which is awesome, but man oh man, I wish they would sing quieter!" I think we try to deny we think or feel this sometimes, but honestly I think we all have thought and felt it before. I found two Sundays ago thinking the same thing as one person started singing VERY loudly and VERY off-key. Now, I am definitely not a great singer, but of course I cannot hear myself like I can hear them, plus I do not sing that loudly sometimes because I know I sounds horrible. While I though about this some more, God revealed something very clear to me that Sunday morning and afternoon. It was NOT them who was wrong for singing off-key loudly but it was ME who was wrong for not singing off-key loudly. I know that sounds goofy but stick with me for a minute. God says in several areas of the bible what is required of our singing to Him:
*O come, let us sing unto the LORD: let us make a joyful noise to the rock of our salvation. -PSALM 95:1
*Make a joyful noise unto the LORD, all the earth: make a loud noise, and rejoice, and sing praise. -PSALM 98:4
*Sing aloud unto God our strength: make a joyful noise unto the God of Jacob. -PSALM 81:1

Of course I could go on to list MANY more but I do not have the space to do so on one tiny blog. However, if you notice in all of these passages He calls us to make a "joyful noise". Now, with some people they would argue that singing off-key is NOT a joyful noise, but I respectfully disagree. What constitutes a joyful noise? Are we the ultimate judge of this? Who are they singing to? God's view of joyful noise is not based off of sound, but is based off of a worshipful heart. Sometimes God gives people a musical gift, which is amazing to use for His glory, but He also calls ALL of us to worship Him with our hearts and voices. This women who was singing out loudly had a heart of fire for worshiping the Lord while I was sitting there thinking about the literal sound of her voice...this thought is astounding, embarrassing, and disappointing. We need to stop looking down at other people or judging their gifts, talents, accomplishments, personalities, looks, etc. and instead start looking up to the Lord in worship with a heart of fire like this lady had. Isn't it amazing that hearing her voice that Sunday morning brought such revelation, joy, and growth in my walk unbeknown to her?! I encourage all of you as I am also going to be working on this, to do just that and to grow in worship with the Lord. Next time you are at church, shout out praises and song to Him regardless of what your voice sounds like, for to Him it will be the most amazing and "joyful noise" in all the heavens. And of course, BEWARE of sitting next to ME..for I will indeed be taking this lesson to heart and BLARING my voice from the pew! :]

Dinner/Movie Date




So, David and I drew another date out of the date box last weekend and got to go out to eat and see a movie together. Since I drew it, I got to pick the restaurant and movie, which was Friday's for steaks and 17 again for movie. These are some of our shared moments: :]
Of course first, in the picture above was us before our yummy and overly filling dinner at Fridays. We both had steaks with loaded mashed potatoes and mushrooms.








After dinner, we went and saw the movie 17 again at the greenbriar cinema cafe theatre. David thought the the movie looked kinda stupid and I thought it looked cute, however we both ended up finding it hilarious and enjoyable so it worked out!






After the movie, David and I got ice cream and went home it enjoy it together while lounging around in our pj's :] Super fun night with a super amazing husband! <3

Darrell Evans Concert




Wow! I am so behind! This concert was a couple weeks ago and I am just not getting the chance to post it! Anyway, I got the chance to attend a Darrell Evans concert for free at my church, Glad Tidings, a couple weeks ago. It was so awesome and God's presence was everywhere! We just spent the night worshiping the Lord together. Although this is a HORRIBLE picture of me, I wanted to post it because it was so awesome getting to meet him. Just in case you guys do not know who he is, he is the man who wrote some famous worship songs such as: Trading my Sorrows, Fields of Grace, We will embrace your move, I am yours, Lay my life down, etc.